This week I've been sort of bombarded by what can be directly translated as "cries from the soul": frustration with schools, healthcare, job search, long-term life in a new country.
There is a line from an old movie called Bull Durham where the main character says "the world was not made for those cursed with self awareness". One can read from your words that you are very cursed.
I won't insult your intelligence but I will say that people need to be careful when they give far more than they get. Some people, and some governments, are very apt at exploiting people's compassion and trust. At a macro level, I believe russia, as a state, is very apt at playing head games with its constant threats of nuclear war, low level acts of terrorism disguised as vandalism as witnessed by the recent news out of France. russia has always been very good at overcoming its technological disadvantages by exploiting its understanding of "systems." I have strong doubts that western politicians and leaders understand, at least in the US, what is manifestly obvious which is half measures, the constant kicking of the can down the road is not going to save the day anymore.
Whatever, without knowing you, what I just read concerns me as person that you are stretched too thin....We all like to think we are tougher than we are, and often we are, but I have known some people who became extremely bitter when they eventually realized that the world does not loved them as much they love the world.
I was stressed just reading this latest entry.
There is a line from an old movie called Bull Durham where the main character says "the world was not made for those cursed with self awareness". One can read from your words that you are very cursed.
I won't insult your intelligence but I will say that people need to be careful when they give far more than they get. Some people, and some governments, are very apt at exploiting people's compassion and trust. At a macro level, I believe russia, as a state, is very apt at playing head games with its constant threats of nuclear war, low level acts of terrorism disguised as vandalism as witnessed by the recent news out of France. russia has always been very good at overcoming its technological disadvantages by exploiting its understanding of "systems." I have strong doubts that western politicians and leaders understand, at least in the US, what is manifestly obvious which is half measures, the constant kicking of the can down the road is not going to save the day anymore.
Whatever, without knowing you, what I just read concerns me as person that you are stretched too thin....We all like to think we are tougher than we are, and often we are, but I have known some people who became extremely bitter when they eventually realized that the world does not loved them as much they love the world.